Oh Lord, I pray that You will do unto me as You please. You know exactly what I need in this life and I ask that You supply those needs. I am sorry for complaining when I am sick, in pain, having lost a job, in financial issues, when marriage is hard, and more. Instead of all these murmurings and complaints, I could have very well prayed for healing, to remove the pain, to find a better job, help us to pay the bills and have food on the table, to help me become a better husband, and more. I am sorry, God. Forgive me for all the times I doubted what You could do for me. So often have I forgotten You when life is hard. I should have come to You for help and I didn’t. Have mercy for my soul. I am sorry for the times I have sinned against You in this life. As for my life now, I am still a work in progress, while trying to let You in my life daily. Have patience with me, Lord. I need to know that Your love for me will never fail. I want to know You, Lord, and have You know me. This way I will be ready when I die. Have Your way in me. You are my God, and there is no one like You. Light up my life, Lord. I love You. Amen.