Oh Lord, I pray that You will help me do all I can in this life to be with You in the next. I know that everyone will have to go through You in judgment, but my prayer is that I will be able to come to You in all faithfulness when that day comes. You are the only person that can cleanse me in this life, not anything else I can do on my part. That is why I ask that You sanctify me with Your blood. I repent of all my sins and pray that Your mercy is for me. Help me to live differently than what the flesh desires. Give me clean hands and a pure heart. Help me to learn patience, even in times of tribulation. My health has never been great in these many years. I struggle with nose and throat issues that are very excruciating at times. In these struggles, I have prayed for healing, but have not received it for some reason or not. In all this, I don’t You accountable for not healing me or any other person who has prayed over me. If I am not healed until I finally die and go to heaven, praise be to God. This life is hard, but it is better with You in my life. Although I am not healed and am constantly feeling sick, I know that You have not forsaken me. One day, I will leave this mortal body and sit in front of You in judgment. It is my prayer, that on that day, You will welcome me home and take me into Your loving arms. I love You. Amen.
1 Peter 1:3-5 (KJV)
3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,
4 To an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you,
5 Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.
It is important to know that we are saved before we die. Only Jesus can make this known to us through our faith in Him.